music: You are the One - Super Junior
Here I am, sitting in the kitchen, late at night. I just finished dinner, even though its 10:31PM, but its okay. I had Korean ramyun for the 4th time in 3 days, which I can almost guarantee will be the death of me. So much sodium, MSG, processed cheese.
I have nothing rant-like today, which could be a good or bad thing. But I thought up of a another rant while doing the dishes. Again. Apparently doing the dishes makes me think a lot, which I quite enjoy. Maybe I should do the dishes more often.
...
...
...
erm...maybe not.
Also, XXKorean is back from Korea, finally.
Why can't I stop eating Nongshim?
2009-07-31
She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
music: Sexy Love - JongHyun + Jessica
I, intentionally, decided I would blog everyday, but clearly I already missed a day, so I've decided to do it between sleeping intervals. If that even makes sense to you. Well, it makes sense to me and that's all that matters.
Who even reads this anyway?
I've been vege-ing for the past few days, since I came back from New York, and personally, I don't mind. I'm enjoying my vege-ing fully, without contacting anything or anyone located outside my house, except S.A.T.-girl. Who seems to be linked in all my blogs...
I had actually thought about what I wanted to blog while I was doing the dishes, and it was a rant and release of emotion towards The Cat Lover, but now that I'm sitting in front of my computer, I can't type it out anymore. I don't know if it's cause I just don't remember or I've lost all willpower of telling someone. Or maybe it's fear that he'll find this one day. But all I can say it's a bittersweet feeling, and it's not particularly pleasant.
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
Just because I'm not crying, doesn't mean I'm not missing and still loving.
R.I.P.
I also just noticed my blog timestamps aren't Eastern time. -fixes-
I, intentionally, decided I would blog everyday, but clearly I already missed a day, so I've decided to do it between sleeping intervals. If that even makes sense to you. Well, it makes sense to me and that's all that matters.
Who even reads this anyway?
I've been vege-ing for the past few days, since I came back from New York, and personally, I don't mind. I'm enjoying my vege-ing fully, without contacting anything or anyone located outside my house, except S.A.T.-girl. Who seems to be linked in all my blogs...
I had actually thought about what I wanted to blog while I was doing the dishes, and it was a rant and release of emotion towards The Cat Lover, but now that I'm sitting in front of my computer, I can't type it out anymore. I don't know if it's cause I just don't remember or I've lost all willpower of telling someone. Or maybe it's fear that he'll find this one day. But all I can say it's a bittersweet feeling, and it's not particularly pleasant.
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
Just because I'm not crying, doesn't mean I'm not missing and still loving.
R.I.P.
I also just noticed my blog timestamps aren't Eastern time. -fixes-
2009-07-29
Just wanna think about....
music: Wanna - KARA
Yesterday, I change my hair part to the other side. This morning I woke up, and it was back to the normal side.
I don't know why you are still on my mind. I want you OUT! You're like an annoying piece of tape that's stuck on my back that I can't reach. Get. Off. My. Mind. We barely acknowledge each other. Even when you aren't around me it seems like you are still with me. You are like invisible tape that won't come off.
Why won't you leave me alone?
random words:
규혁MO h u m a n i m a l M L I A says (7:41 PM):
HAHAHA
it's all the good looking ones that are bland
Shirley~o l d cell n u m b a h says (7:42 PM):
minus ___
and _____
and _____
규혁MO h u m a n i m a l M L I A says (7:42 PM):
and ___
Shirley~o l d cell n u m b a h says (7:42 PM):
...
is that your dog?
I love you Poh-Poh. Rest in Peace. <3
Yesterday, I change my hair part to the other side. This morning I woke up, and it was back to the normal side.
I don't know why you are still on my mind. I want you OUT! You're like an annoying piece of tape that's stuck on my back that I can't reach. Get. Off. My. Mind. We barely acknowledge each other. Even when you aren't around me it seems like you are still with me. You are like invisible tape that won't come off.
Why won't you leave me alone?
random words:
규혁MO h u m a n i m a l M L I A says (7:41 PM):
HAHAHA
it's all the good looking ones that are bland
Shirley~o l d cell n u m b a h says (7:42 PM):
minus ___
and _____
and _____
규혁MO h u m a n i m a l M L I A says (7:42 PM):
and ___
Shirley~o l d cell n u m b a h says (7:42 PM):
...
is that your dog?
I love you Poh-Poh. Rest in Peace. <3
2009-07-28
do you love me?
music: Abracadabra - Brown Eyed Girls
So like, I'm starting a blog, that I probably won't be able to maintain for more than a month, but it doesn't hurt to try.
I'm starting a blog [again, for the 12830th time], not sure if i want to update the world with my life, or update the world with some angry rants here and there, which are getting harder to express to those who I would usually turn to, without making myself look bad.
That was a terrible run-on sentence, I apologize.
So, I'm trying to decide whether I'm the appetizer that everyone is done with or the entree that everyone has finished eating and found the dessert, something sweeter and better. But whatever it is, it's not how it used to be, and I'm just...maybe the side dish now?
Everything happened so quickly and I don't know how everything turned out the way it is now. One second I was in, and the next...I wasn't.
The feeling is so bittersweet.
Is this where I split?
Wise words:
Shirley~Help the homeless, take me home with you. (back to old cell number xD) says (6:54 PM):
like you shouldn't feel hatred towards them
cause they didn't do anything wrong
but at the same time you do
like they've wronged you
like they chose something better
or something along those lines
Shirley~Help the homeless, take me home with you. (back to old cell number xD) says (6:55 PM):
right now you feel as if you want revenge against them don't you
like you want to show them
that you can live without them
So like, I'm starting a blog, that I probably won't be able to maintain for more than a month, but it doesn't hurt to try.
I'm starting a blog [again, for the 12830th time], not sure if i want to update the world with my life, or update the world with some angry rants here and there, which are getting harder to express to those who I would usually turn to, without making myself look bad.
That was a terrible run-on sentence, I apologize.
So, I'm trying to decide whether I'm the appetizer that everyone is done with or the entree that everyone has finished eating and found the dessert, something sweeter and better. But whatever it is, it's not how it used to be, and I'm just...maybe the side dish now?
Everything happened so quickly and I don't know how everything turned out the way it is now. One second I was in, and the next...I wasn't.
The feeling is so bittersweet.
Is this where I split?
Wise words:
Shirley~Help the homeless, take me home with you. (back to old cell number xD) says (6:54 PM):
like you shouldn't feel hatred towards them
cause they didn't do anything wrong
but at the same time you do
like they've wronged you
like they chose something better
or something along those lines
Shirley~Help the homeless, take me home with you. (back to old cell number xD) says (6:55 PM):
right now you feel as if you want revenge against them don't you
like you want to show them
that you can live without them
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